Post​-​Romantic Stress Disorder

by Hanorah

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Trying to come to terms with what happened without being a victim.

"There is really nothing more to say- except why. But since why is difficult to handle, one must take refuge in how."
-Toni Morrison

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released February 2, 2017

JXXBX
Aralune
Sookz
Jesse Chase
Paul De Rita
TyrellNotTyler

Golan Studio, Montreal

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Hanorah Montreal, Québec

Following a year of international collabs and releases, Hanorah garnered attention from artists, indie blogs and radio stations worldwide. In 2016, she reached #1 on Reverbnation in the Canadian R&B/Soul category for her song "Clementine." She muses on the intersection of romance and trauma. Inspired by slam poetry, lyrics are delivered in a soulful voice that is equally joyful and heartbreaking. ... more

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Track Name: Let it Fall
I lied to keep you
Can you blame me?
Totally enchanted by the way you move around me

Soothe my soul
You always knew how to bring me down, bring me down
when my head's in the clouds
yeah I guess I used you but
You know I didnt mean to

And I let it I let it I let it I let it fall
And I let it I let it I let it I let it fall

Staying in bed
waiting for a miracle death
A lie inside me
My only friend tears me apart
A pill or two, the afternoon
I'm 22
And im crying by tears don't feel real

Soothe my soul
You always knew how to bring me down, bring me down,
When my head's in the clouds
Yeah I guess I used you but
You know I didn't mean to

And I let it I let it I let it I let it fall
And I let it I let it I let it I let it fall
And I let it I let it I let it I let it fall
And I let it I let it I let it I let it fall

Staying in bed, waiting for a miracle death
Waiting for a miracle death
Waiting for a miracle death

But I didn't mean to
Track Name: Clementine (Was it my fault)
I'm washing every inch of me
To rid myself of poetry
That came from in between your teeth
That night
I'm washing way down to my bones
To get a little closer to home
And find out where it all went wrong
That night

Was it my fault
Was it my fault

I'm going down to the place where you had found me
And hope that I would see you again
Do you remember me
You were down and you
Hoped that i could drown to
Help you lift you there

Oooh
Badababababa

I'm washing every inch of me
To cleanse myself of poetry
That came from in between your teeth
That night
I'm washing way down to my bones
To get a little closer to home
And find out where it all went wrong
That night

Was it my fault
Was it my fault
Was it my fault
Was it my fault

Washing every inch of me
(Do you remember me)
Washing every inch of me
(I remember you )
Washing every inch of me
Washing every inch of me, yeah

Badababababa

Badababababa
Track Name: Silent Giant
Something flat and clear to rest my eyes upon
For minutes that seem like days
I go home with honeybees stuck in my hair
Stuck in my hair

I made friends out of this silent giant
Where you proclaimed your devotion to me
If love never dies then you were a lie
And I'm waiting out my youth,
Out my youth, by this
Silent giant
Floating down in the ocean now
I'm part of someone else's
Dream

Something tall and thin to climb up in and hide
For hours I swear were years
I go home looking like a porcupine
Been sleeping on a bed of needles

I don't wanna go home

I made friend out of these silent giants
Where you proclaimed your devotion to me
If love never dies then you were a lie
And I'm waiting out my youth
By these silent giants
Falling down in the forest now
I'm part of someone else's
Dream

Silent giants
Silent giants
Silent giants
Silent giants

I'm part of someone else's
Dream
Track Name: In Between
Don't worry about me baby
The pills are kicking in
I'd say that you owe me but
You don't have a dime

I wabna twist your hair
round and around, baby
round and around my hands
Tense in their hold
My head pulled back more
In rapture

And I trace my fingers around
And nobody heard a sound
I trace my fingers around
And they didn't break in between

Another song about that evening
In the room across the hall from your sister
You hid me away on purpose
Nailed me under the floor

I wanna twist your head
Round and around, baby
Round and around this room
Tense in my neck from bending far back
But I had to run away

And I trace my fingers around
And nobody heard a sound
I trace my fingers around
And they didn't break in between

Sorry
Let's not get political
Don't want people to think you're
One of those

Sorry
Let's not get political
Don't want people to think you're
One of those

(I trace my fingers around, around, around)
Track Name: The Truth
Where are you
I asked around
No one seems to know
I don't miss you exactly
But I'd like the chance to explain myself

I'm on the cement now
Two steps at a time
Hoping if I walk here
I could i could rewind

And change a word or two
Maybe even tell the truth
Not that it would make any difference

Oooh

I was hurt, believed in you
But not the awfulness of your words
you don't hate me exactly
Just can't think of yourself as a monster

That's why i went there
Why I said those things to make you scared

I'm on the cement now
Two steps at a time
Hoping if I walk here
I could i could rewind

And change a word or two
Maybe even tell the truth
Not that it would make any difference

Oooh

Yes a few years have gone by
You were never meant to be mine
A few years have gone by but
Honey your scent hits me every time

Where are you
I asked around
No one seems to know
Track Name: Cold Trail (ft. TyrellNotTyler)
(T)

I'm afraid to ask if we're in love cuz I'm afraid to hear a no
Only time I hear "I love you" back to me is from the echoes of me
Saying it to you
Afraid to listen to your heart
Cuz I'm afraid of the part where you would say it isn't true
I saw the colours of your soul
Now your anatomy's grey
Lie and tell me it was real cuz really that would be great
I glance at pictures of us
And mixed in silhouettes of dreams that youre still here
And in the midst of it all the reality fades
We grace the oceans and beaches
Fill the desert with rain
And lost the traces of the footprints in the spots that we grazed
I guess a lot of it changed
We said "forever," killed the planet, dried the oceans of our love and watched the desert fill the land
The winds picked up, uh oh uh oh
Clouds swarming in
We fight the fight and hear the yells of loud storms again
Weakened the fortress and the storms allow forces in
And love dies and the label of us is born again

Who would have known that
Two could have grown so apart from the winds how they blew how they blow like
Birds of a feather we two different coats worlds apart we so far we like two different globes
I know I know i know now
How far for you I'd go i'd go I'd go now

And trust me I've been looking in the clouds of the sky
Every grain in the ground
Look for your love in all of your favorite places in town
I listen close for your heart
But it ain't making a sound
I seek the traces of our love, there ain't a trace to be found

Been following footprints and trails on a trace of your love
Memories, places connected to us
High I search low, from the sky to the floor girl I try search the globe
Can't find a trace of your love
Can't find a trace of your love
Can't find a trace of your love
Cold trail
Cold trail

(H)

Is it really over yet
Guess you can call me cold
Been using the same old colours
Outburst and plunder the land
We're tied up in a desert storm

And I wonder
Were we ever painters
Or were we just lost souls searching for home
Searching for home
I don't know I don't know
But it's not the same anymore
The same anymore
And what's broken if it's alive inside us
We'll never be old

Never be old
(Can't find a trace of your love)
Never never never be old
Again

Can't find a trace of your love
Searching for home
Your love